Just saw my phone records and saw that my soon to be ex called a few numbers and had my phone for about 2 hours… Jesus… This chick is crazy… And the numbers she called didn’t tell her a fucking thing… :D

Went to my friends wedding then to the the wedding reception… Got all fucked up on some whiskey went to my GF house and she went thru my phone… Started questioning me when I’m shit faced drunk and then she decides to drive off and leave me at her house… I start walking home off 1604 and she doesn’t wanna give me my phone back. She calls my brother and tells him to come get me… I’m walking on 1604 and she still doesn’t wanna give me my damn phone. My brother shows up and then a state trooper pulls up and I’m over here giving the cop shit and my gf shit… The cop then tells me you have 3 seconds to get in the fucking car or I’m going to jail for being drunk in a public place or some shit… I jump in the car my brother leaves he tried to get my phone and after 15 mins he does and I end up sleeping in my brothers car till like 6am and I go inside my house and sleep… Fuck now I have to be at work at 9… What s shitty day.

I can never be in a relationship due to the following reasons…

1. To blunt about things.
2. Girls who act stupid piss me off.
3. I can careless about feelings.
4. I think I’m better off alone so I don’t give chances.
5. I can’t stand people who are dependent.
6. I’m just a Asshole.
7. I talk a lot of shit.
8. I take many things seriously.
9. I only have a few true friends.
10. I’m just bitter and will never have a happy ending.

I hate giving in. Even tho I know I shouldn’t. But many things keep me coming back. I can’t explain it. It just always feels right. Nothing else comes close.

I’m really getting tired of where I work. Nothing gets done, its my fault that things go missing, manager is lazy and when product runs out I always have to get it, always getting questioned, customers being cheap ass fucks always wanting.free shit… *sigh* I think I need a new job.

I wanna go home already. I miss working half days all the time. These 13hr shifts fucking suck.

I’m tired of working in a fast food restaurant. Nothing ever changes, everyday is the same! I want something new. I love physical labor, I enjoy fixing things, tearing them down, learning how they work, seeing how they operate. I started working on cars/trucks/blazers because my Father forced me to help him install engines, replace radiators, remove axles, etc etc etc… So I decided to look into St. Phillips College here in San Antonio, TX and go into the Automotive trade. I hate English, I hate History (I love vintage cars tho), but I like Math and Science. So starting next semester, I plan on leaving my 3 year Management job for a Career in the Automotive business. I know I might not be the smartest or brightest person but I know what I’m good at and plan on doing something that I love.

Tell me why people have to always bitch about getting free shit. Then I get told that I need to work on my oral skills. ppffttt. Fuck that.